Skip to main content

Love, sweet or bitter? (Chapter 2)


Chapter 2: Knowing You


I still remember it was a night. The night where I decided to join the Christian Fellowship(CF) in my Matriculation. Before coming here, I was worried about the church I'm going to or will there be any Christian organization available. Gratefully, few seniors who were Christians purposely came that night and gathered all Protestants and Catholics in another lecture hall for some briefing. Seriously, I wanted to thank you them for introducing CF to us juniors and also giving us some guidance in ''surviving" Matriculation. They even told us which church to go to. This was the night I took out my courage and nominated myself to be the leader for Protestants CF.

What I can't believe is there's a great pianist among my Christian gang and she (Ngu) will always be my jamming partner after Sunday service! By the way, I'm a drummer. I thank God for her! Besides that, there's another girl (Lim) in the same gang that was interested in guitar. I taught her some basic guitar strumming patterns and chords playing method. What was so coincidence was Lim's birthday was on 2rd, mine on 4th while Ngu's was on 6th! Till now, I called Lim as my  "jie jie". 

Sometimes, I don't really understand why would God put certain people in my life. I don't know the reason of it and it seems that the same type of people are cycling around me again although I'm in a foreign country. (I'm currently pursuing studies in Indonesia for the course of Medicine) Okay, I will not go too far, but focusing on things that happened in Matriculation.

There was a special girl in my Matriculation life, who I will name her as JY. Everything seems very coincidence when I realised it. She my classmate, my assistant monitor, CF member etc. It seems that God had put someone close to me in my life. To be honest, I had no feelings nor interest towards her but as the days goes by and each and every moment I had with her, the fire in my heart started to sparkle and eventually a burning fire.

I tried really hard to supress my feeling whenever it came out. The best memory of us was when I was scheduled to be the guitarist while she was the lead singer for the worship team in CF. I clearly remember that both of us went to the usual CF gathering place earlier for our songs selection and practice. She was shy to sing and I teased her. We then sang together to practice. It was the sweetest moment I could never forget as it really brightened up my day(s). :) Well, I know the same sweet scenario will never come back.

All things seem fine in the 1st semester. No significant actions were taken by me to chase her. Unfortunately, things and people and our friendship started to change due to 1 decision I made in my inter-semester break, why was "why not giving it a try? Maybe I'll missed the one?"



Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

You? U? UPU!!! (A Special Guide In Applying Medicine through UPU system) Part 1

ARGGG!!! How should I arrange my UPU list ! !! The due date is going to come soon. I hope you've read my previous blog posts and realised that I wanted to be a doctor. Hence, I would try my best to put in an application guild for UPU application especially for those who wanted to be a doctor in Malaysia. First of all, I'll show you how did I fill my UPU online application. U PU application course arrangement list. Please focus on choices 1-4 as the choices 5-12 has been changed when submitted. Let me tell you some basics and updates about the latest UPU application (based on year 2017). Starting year of 2017, registration for both Universiti Malaya (UM) and Universiti Sains Malaysia  (USM) courses can be applied through UPU. It means you don't need to visit respective website of UM and USM to apply for their offered courses and you can save some money in buying a code for application as you just need to buy once for UPU. This breaking news seems good right? To me...
Post a Comment
Read more

You? U? UPU!!! (A Special Guide In Applying Medicine through UPU system) Part 2

After you have submitted your UPU application aroun d May, you will be having around 2 months to relax or you take that time for your preparation for medical interview. So, what whi ch university int erview calling did I get at the end? Unfortunately, I just got UPM interview calling and was rejected by the other 3 universities. UM rejected me because of my poor Section C result for BMAT(I got email reply from UM) but for USM and UMS I have no solid evidence for my failure of application. So I asked lots of my Matriculation friends who applied medicine and which interview did they get and I formulated a suggestion list in how to order your UPU application for cho ices 1-4: UM - accepts if you put it in choice 1 only USM - accepts if you put it in choices 1 & 2 UPM -  accepts if you put it in choices 1 & 2 UKM -  accepts if you put it in choices 1, 2 & 3 UMS -  accepts if you put it in choices 1, 2 & 3 (definitely not 4) UNIMAS -  accepts...
5 comments
Read more

Give up or Not To Give Up?

31 July 2018 was the date when UPU result was released. Some were happy some were sad and disappointed like me, last year. So as one who have had experienced the disappointment and pain like you guys, I would like to share some tips in what to do next. My situation: I was offered into UPM Applied Chemistry but I wanted medicine. For your information, I only get UPM medicine interview. So when the day UPU result was released, I was disappointed. But don't be discouraged, there's always a way. Don't give up if it's really your course.  What you can do: 1. Give up 2. Not giving up If you chose give up: Just prepare yourself mentally and physically to enter university  ~ 😂 If you choose to not give up: 1. Appeal - *Prepare a letter to university to mention that you want to enter XX university XX course and state the reason(s) you want to enter the uni. - *Prepare a letter which is written by someone such as your lecturers or teacher as the recommenda...
Post a Comment
Read more